This is the uncensored account of the beautiful yet gritty and sometimes even repulsive aspects of my life. Topics you may find discussed throughout this site include dogs (aka my babies!), mental illness, faith, chronic pain, small town living, anxiety, relationships, amputation, trauma, self care, grief, therapy, coping tools, plus whatever else is happening in my life at the time. Here is where you will find the soulful yearnings that make up my complex life.

This is me, raw and unfiltered, expressed through personal writings, random questions, relatable quotes and lyrics, poetry written by others as well as myself, and even the occasional song that I may resonate with. Sometimes it may not make sense to you while other times you may find pieces of your own self in amongst my words. Should that be the case I hope you find comfort in knowing that you aren’t alone. My goal in sharing these small pieces of my everyday life is to amuse, entertain, educate and maybe even comfort those who may visit this site while providing myself with a much needed outlet.

So I welcome you to the abyss, where the dark side of self destruction meets a new found desire for light, love and clarity.