Anxious

Throw the covers over my head
Finding comfort in my own bed
Staring at a screen light
Looking at the highlights of everybody’s good life
Reminding me of what I don’t have
Second guessing who I really am
Maybe I should give up,
Will I ever measure up
I don’t think I’m good enough

Pressure building, body shaking
I can’t take it, I can’t take it
Feel the tension, pushing pulling
I can’t fight it, I can’t fight it

I don’t wanna live my life like this …
Anxious.
I gotta lot of good in me to give
But I’m anxious.
So many things I know I miss
Cause I’m anxious.
I wish I could shake this
I don’t wanna be anxious

Devil’s running around my mind
Why do I let myself believe the lies
It’s like I’m his playground,
Push me in the background, and I shut the world out

I wish I could shake this
I don’t wanna be anxious

This is my confession
I’m coming out of hiding
Can’t keep living like this
I’m coming out of hiding
Cause I don’t wanna live my life like this …

Anxious.