Most days I feel as if I could just disappear and no one would notice, like midnight rain. And I’m not gonna lie, I prefer that for the most part. I’ve never been good with people, with expressing how I feel, and with letting anyone inside the walls I’ve built around me.
But there are these rare moments when I wish I created deeper connections with others. Moments when I long for conversations that feel like I’m having a glimpse of someone else’s soul, or sharing a piece of myself, even if it’s something as simple as a favorite song.
Most of the time I feel like no one would ever notice if I opted out of this world. But there are also days when I wish someone would just think of me and remember the sound of my voice or the way I laugh. It’s just a comforting thought, I guess, knowing that in this beautiful world full of busy people, I existed and somehow, I mattered.
I guess one could dream.
Her Complex Musings 
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